Info request on negative adept

[Jade]

The student decides which direction they polarize as they learn to use the archetypes. That's why archetype 0/22 is The Choice.

That sounds promising. So if one studies the archetypes, that leads inevitably to a choice. Or am I misunderstanding? If that's correct, what exactly in the study elicits that choice. I imagine the choice as a sudden realization, like when you discover who you are where before you never really knew. Or something like that.

Choice is an act of will. It is an inner impetus that you must drive yourself. The choice will not be made for you. You get to decide what you enjoy and what you most desire to do. Which picnic do you like?

19.17 Questioner: Can you tell me what bias creates their momentum toward the chosen path of service to self?

Ra: I am Ra. We can speak only in metaphor. Some love the light. Some love the darkness. It is a matter of the unique and infinitely various Creator choosing and playing among its experiences as a child upon a picnic. Some enjoy the picnic and find the sun beautiful, the food delicious, the games refreshing, and glow with the joy of creation. Some find the night delicious, their picnic being pain, difficulty, sufferings of others, and the examination of the perversities of nature. These enjoy a different picnic.

All these experiences are available. It is free will of each entity which chooses the form of play, the form of pleasure.

So, I would -assume- that a QHHT practitioner has access to their higher self would be more accurate. Ideally, anyone who is trying to do high "healing" work, like past life regression, would have access to their higher self, IE have access to intelligent infinity through the indigo ray. You can "heal" from any ray. A lot of healing is done in third density from the yellow-ray - meaning, that a "healer" subverts another's personal reality with their own, temporarily, offering relief. The indigo ray energy can bring a higher, more precise energy, to allow the ideal configurations of the patient to respond. Past life regression is a really open therapy. Someone who is "bad" at it won't offer any real, lasting healing to another. It is hard to articulate. The more "purified" one becomes as an instrument of the Creator, the more often their higher self can be invoked during 'workings' such as healing another, and the higher self knows the highest and best route of action to create. If you are healing from the yellow ray, a place more associated with the ego, you will be invoking your 3rd density brain logic into the process and likely muddling the energies.

I'm trying to picture this visually as a session is running. For example I try to heal someone without having contacted my higher self, maybe even without having made the choice. I say certain words and conduct the therapy to the best of my knowledge and a certain measure of healing takes place. I do the same session a few years later, invoking the higher self. How do you suggest the session would go differently that would result in a greater measure of healing? I'm assuming the patient's higher self will guide the conversation mostly, as the therapist, if well trained, would not lead where things go but rather facilitate, "nudge".

Okay, this is just speculation of one example of infinity. But firstly, I want to make the distinction that one does not have to be consciously aware of their link with their higher selves (in the ways/terms that we are discussing) to be able to do indigo-ray level healing. In your example, I am assuming that you are talking about a time before working on developing consciousness and healing vs. after. One thing I believe happens is that obviously, the healer-patient relationship is a two-way exchange, so you will always draw vibrationally to you those who will most benefit from your healing efforts. So, if a healer is healing from the yellow-ray, it is likely that they will vibrationally resonate more with someone who is having yellow/orange ray issues, and therefore the healing could on one hand potentially help temporarily but on the other hand, in the end, exacerbate the problem, if the patient is not ready to deal with the catalyst yet. So, even if the healer doesn't affect a total healing, they are still doing a service to the other, in a way.

Now, if the same patient comes to the more advance healer, I would assume that chances would be greater for a -real healing-, but I also think in general, especially in a specific practice like your example, that a higher-ray healer will draw in patients who will be more responsive to their energies. I also think there is a big difference from the yellow-ray healing to when you invoke the green ray - when you can radiate a loving presence, that in itself is healing. If someone is actively green-ray healing it is likely that they are martyring themselves. However, true healing comes from a healer who can offer their higher vibrational configuration so that other m/b/s's can choose to emulate if they so desire. Any "act" of healing is just an attempt to offer others a less distorted energetic system alignment. This is why a smile can be healing.

Catalyst is very extreme here. The only way a 6th density entity can experience this high catalyst is to Wander and send an incarnation of themselves to the planet. Then the 6th density entity hopes that at least one of its wanderers "wakes up" to its true reality, and can therefore embrace the catalyst of 3D and refine their understanding of themselves, OR, I do believe a lot of incarnations of higher densities are often 'fact-finders' and information/experience gatherers for other planetary systems. A 6th density entity is trying to allow more and more of what is outside of itself to integrate with itself as it turns towards the whole. So, it's a last-chance effort for maximizing experience.

I've always had a problem with higher reality being described as an eternal moment of now, then events in this higher reality described happening in succession, or in a cause and effect relation. Like when the Creator, in the infinite timelessness of its existence, "one day" wants to know itself, NEXT sends out parts, etc. In our example here, you talk about depolarization, but I imagine the higher self as existing beyond our concept of time, and seeing it described as polarized one moment and less polarized the next moment as a result of something that just happened is confusing to me. But I see this all the time everywhere, even in the TCU books. Also something must "happen" that makes the 6D self stop turning back, and later some "other thing" happens when the 7D sends one last gift to its 6D self, and then no more. Ra talks about their learnings and their teachers and how they do not plumb some mysteries, to my mind learning strictly implies a process where one moment you do not have access to certain knowledge, then the next moment you "got it". Even Ra's teachers must see that as they teach, those teachings create change, which necessitates the existence of time as we know it. What then is meant by "there is no time in ultimate reality" in all channeled materials? How do you deal with that teaching?

Well, firstly, the idea of depolarizing the higher self comes from the Ra teachings. I am not entirely sure how it all works in that aspect. But I know that they teach that to use your higher self adequately you must go through the steps they define as polarity, and that if you use it improperly there are consequences (undesired catalyst). As far as simultaneity, I can sort of grasp what it inherently means. I imagine the octave in microcosm: A breath, a heartbeat, the flickering of an atom. Expand, contract, expand, contract. I think all that we are experiencing is in one relative heartbeat. So, from a higher density view, I have until the last moment before the blood begins to rush back out of the chambers of the heart again to effect any "action" I want to take within this beat, this moment of simultaneity. Then my journey begins anew.