Actually, I do have a few specific things to throw my 2 cents on.
RE: Experiences in past lives - Yes, it is possible that you may have suffered several traumatic experiences related to yellow-ray in past lives. What I would suggest to you is that there is no difference if the blockage occurred in a past incarnation or earlier in this incarnation. I firmly believe that no matter the source, you can heal any blockage in this lifetime. I feel it is possible to consider blockages in this life as insurmountable because they occurred in a past life. Perhaps you can do a past life regression and find the source of the blockage; but if you can't, I would again suggest not focusing on the 'past life' aspect of it.
RE: Disappointment in the eyes of God, your guides, etc - I thought that all distortions related toward self-worth were orange-ray related, but I stumbled on a Ra quote that was recently shared in another thread:
So I would suggest that worrying about disappointment in the eyes of your guides, etc, might be an indigo-ray blockage.
RE: Experiences in past lives - Yes, it is possible that you may have suffered several traumatic experiences related to yellow-ray in past lives. What I would suggest to you is that there is no difference if the blockage occurred in a past incarnation or earlier in this incarnation. I firmly believe that no matter the source, you can heal any blockage in this lifetime. I feel it is possible to consider blockages in this life as insurmountable because they occurred in a past life. Perhaps you can do a past life regression and find the source of the blockage; but if you can't, I would again suggest not focusing on the 'past life' aspect of it.
RE: Disappointment in the eyes of God, your guides, etc - I thought that all distortions related toward self-worth were orange-ray related, but I stumbled on a Ra quote that was recently shared in another thread:
12.31 Ra Wrote:This distortion is primarily due to the blockage of the indigo ray. As we have said before, the misapprehension distortion of the instrument responsible for this blockage is the basic orientation towards a belief in unworthiness. The unworthiness distortion blocks the free flow of intelligent energy.
So I would suggest that worrying about disappointment in the eyes of your guides, etc, might be an indigo-ray blockage.
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