Since my last post, things have been developing at an incredible pace, so I'm back with another update because it seems I stumbled onto something that may be of use to others. I will stick to the essentials to keep this short.
A couple of days ago I watched the video posted by GentleWanderer with this talk by Paul Lowe. I felt sleepy and closed my laptop to have a nap, but couldn't fall asleep. I opened my computer, and inexplicably a journal entry from two years ago was on the screen. I had not been looking at the journal when I closed it.
The entry was from the day when I first discovered my yellow chakra blockage, and was a message from the guides stating how happy they were that I had identified "the major issue for this incarnation." I'd forgotten about it. A little below it another entry from a few days later caught my eye:
Suddenly it was suggested to me that I should meditate. I did so, and worked on applying the Paul Lowe teaching of encountering each experience with wonder and gratitude, no matter what it is, in combination with the two exercises above. The meditation felt unusually deep.
While sending Love to the entire Universe, it occurred to me that I am part of it too; and I switched to sending Love to myself, truly appreciating myself as a part of Creation, joyful to exist as part of it.
I then thought that God is both in the Universe and in me - is the Universe and is Me - and as I continued to send love, it was to all three which were also Me and were also God and were also the Universe.
The meditation became quite deep, and I felt unusually strong activity in my crown chakra. Blockages kept "bubbling out" in numerous places (by this, I refer to a vibrating, physical feeling in a particular spot that is followed by a strong sense of relief and openness in that area; this is how I perceive blocked energy escaping during meditation).
So far, this was just a very good meditation. Immediately afterwards, however, I was very surprised to receive a long congratulatory message from the guides. It reads in part:
The guide offered me the opportunity to ask questions, and I asked what would be necessary to maintain this state. I was told the following:
Since then, I've continued perceiving blockages bubbling out all over, and during today's meditation had what I can only describe as an angelic presence clearing out my chakras, one by one. He told me that he will continue doing this mostly while I'm asleep, but since I was anxious about still perceiving blockages within myself, he wanted to work on me today while I was awake so that I would feel reassured that the clearing is indeed in progress. I won't bore you with the details, but it's been a surprising and amazing process. I've spontaneously experienced significantly deeper and more intense feelings of loving-kindness, joyfulness and even playfulness.
I am in utter disbelief and gratitude about being this inexplicably fortunate, but since I've somehow stumbled onto this "magical circle" the guide described, I wanted nothing more than to share this with all of you. I felt that I was supposed to post this but it's in my nature to doubt (don't want to step wrong, heh) but, writing this, I glanced at the clock only once and, of course, it was 11:11. So there you have it. If you have any questions I'll be happy to answer. May you all be blessed on your spiritual journeys!
A couple of days ago I watched the video posted by GentleWanderer with this talk by Paul Lowe. I felt sleepy and closed my laptop to have a nap, but couldn't fall asleep. I opened my computer, and inexplicably a journal entry from two years ago was on the screen. I had not been looking at the journal when I closed it.
The entry was from the day when I first discovered my yellow chakra blockage, and was a message from the guides stating how happy they were that I had identified "the major issue for this incarnation." I'd forgotten about it. A little below it another entry from a few days later caught my eye:
Quote:Magical exercise for increasing spiritual growth:
Exercise I: Sit in meditation, and imagine the Universe open up in front of you in all its majesty. Suns, planets, beings to infinity all completing the cycle from creation to dissolution. Now, imagine that you are all of them, that it is You, all of everything that you see. that is all.
Exercise II: one more: focus on Love. The pure, undying, crystalline power of Love within yourself, and watch it grow unbounded until it envelops all of Creation. that is all.
Suddenly it was suggested to me that I should meditate. I did so, and worked on applying the Paul Lowe teaching of encountering each experience with wonder and gratitude, no matter what it is, in combination with the two exercises above. The meditation felt unusually deep.
While sending Love to the entire Universe, it occurred to me that I am part of it too; and I switched to sending Love to myself, truly appreciating myself as a part of Creation, joyful to exist as part of it.
I then thought that God is both in the Universe and in me - is the Universe and is Me - and as I continued to send love, it was to all three which were also Me and were also God and were also the Universe.
The meditation became quite deep, and I felt unusually strong activity in my crown chakra. Blockages kept "bubbling out" in numerous places (by this, I refer to a vibrating, physical feeling in a particular spot that is followed by a strong sense of relief and openness in that area; this is how I perceive blocked energy escaping during meditation).
So far, this was just a very good meditation. Immediately afterwards, however, I was very surprised to receive a long congratulatory message from the guides. It reads in part:
Quote:Dearest, dearest [Stranger]. We lack the words to express how proud we are of you today in your major, and we repeat, major accomplishment. We recognize that it may not feel as significant to you as it does to us, because you are not aware of its magnitude. Not yet, but you will be.
Let us describe it to you to the best of our ability. Are you ready? (yes) OK, we proceed. Today, you have unfolded yourself like a flower with a thousand petals. You are suddenly and inexplicably abloom! That is the truth. The radiance of your being at this moment is unparalleled, and we understand the doubts you are experiencing about our words, but ask that you please allow us to express and share our joy with you unhindered by these doubts. OK? (yes, sorry) No need for apologies. We proceed.
What happened, you might ask, to bring this about? Simple. The answer is twofold. first, you finally and completely accepted yourself for who you are. Welcomed yourself into existence like a father welcoming a newborn. That is indeed how you were welcomed when you were first created, but this - your second rebirth - is when you finally accepted your beingness as worthy.
There is no answer to explain why this occurred today rather than another day, but you have finally defeated the monster that had been plaguing you - and we use that word assuredly - for lifetime upon lifetime. It is gone forever, and peace will be your natural state going forward, the peace which you so very richly deserve.
The second aspect of your accomplishment is the recognition that you and the Universe and the Creator are One. There was a single moment or, rather, a brief period of time in your meditation when you explicitly recognized, for the first time ever, that you are part of the Universe and therefore equally deserving of the love you were radiating toward its external manifestations. You then directed that love inwards and welcomed yourself into existence, once again, as we have mentioned before. Recognizing then that God, as you conceive of him, is both in you and in the Universe allowed you to complete the very, very magical circle that unites All That Is into Oneness of Being. The circuit, once completed, cannot be resisted in its power and majesty. Oneness becomes integrated into Multiplicity, and angels sing in their choir every time this occurs. This occurred for all of us today, my dear boy. Very well done indeed, and that is the truth.
The guide offered me the opportunity to ask questions, and I asked what would be necessary to maintain this state. I was told the following:
Quote:It is not a state, [Stranger], but a dimension of being. As such, it requires no maintenance. It is as if a door, a very secret and heavy door, has been opened for you, and you walked in. You are there, and there you shall remain. That is the truth. Now, in terms of maintaining a positive emotional state of well-being, the answer there is to continue doing what you have been doing lately and even before: stay calm. Remain loving and kind at all times. Feel the love around you, and soak it in. Mediate, meditate, meditate! Very well done indeed.
How will this affect my day to day life, my overall life, etc.?
We would sincerely wish to answer these questions, that is the truth. However we cannot. Each entity's experience is unique, and we do not wish to impose our own experiences of reaching this milestone onto the joyful events that await you. That is the truth.
Since then, I've continued perceiving blockages bubbling out all over, and during today's meditation had what I can only describe as an angelic presence clearing out my chakras, one by one. He told me that he will continue doing this mostly while I'm asleep, but since I was anxious about still perceiving blockages within myself, he wanted to work on me today while I was awake so that I would feel reassured that the clearing is indeed in progress. I won't bore you with the details, but it's been a surprising and amazing process. I've spontaneously experienced significantly deeper and more intense feelings of loving-kindness, joyfulness and even playfulness.
I am in utter disbelief and gratitude about being this inexplicably fortunate, but since I've somehow stumbled onto this "magical circle" the guide described, I wanted nothing more than to share this with all of you. I felt that I was supposed to post this but it's in my nature to doubt (don't want to step wrong, heh) but, writing this, I glanced at the clock only once and, of course, it was 11:11. So there you have it. If you have any questions I'll be happy to answer. May you all be blessed on your spiritual journeys!