03-03-2016, 10:34 AM
(03-02-2016, 04:45 PM)matrix_drumr Wrote:(03-02-2016, 04:18 PM)Bring4th_Jade Wrote: Are you saying that you perceived it as an opportunity to ascend? As in, end the incarnation? And the choice was made to stay?
It is a possibility I have considered. Honestly, this vibration felt it could go much higher and that's when I realised it may not be as simple as a vibration. I don't know if my incarnation could have ended but I felt this could have been the case. Maybe it was just a fear.
I can see that, I'm not sure I resonate with it entirely because I'm not sure it was part of my life programming to ever leave before the full end of my incarnation, or to even give myself an out like that. But maybe?
I mean, I really think we had a very similar experience and I can see how I could have felt that, too. I'm just not sure I can see myself ever "passing" the test by allowing myself to leave, so that's why I'm not sure I can really see it as a test.
Strange stuff. I'll keep this experience in the back of my head for a while and see if anything else shakes loose.