Wanderers have to polarize?

[Aion]

I disagree, but I think you are seeking comfort and that is valid.

I really don't think there is an issue of 'too much love', that seems more just a reflection of your own feelings? Do you feel overwhelmed by love? I know I can at times but it's usually because it's a lot of energy to process.

I don't see how that causes 'entropy' though because in my view Love is a harmonizing energy and so the 'discomfort' isn't that entropy is being created, it's that it is being organized but since the chaos is so 'established' it is a foreign experience and so the ego fights it. It's just a gradual rather than instantaneous process, IMO.