Red ray blockage?

[Nicholas]

Yet that means nothing to me, I don't want this to be my year, I don't want it ever to be my year.

I know exactly how that feels. I wonder why I feel tired after work sometimes and my usual second wind is lacking. What compounds it even more with me is that my fiancee would fair much better if I was bringing more of myself into the home. Instead I want to go and have a nap so night time feels more extended. Just recently I conceded to my partner that I am also vulnerable and I can't always be the strength she has come to recognise and expect. 

I'm not quitting though because the past has shown me that the bounce back is merely a thought away.

Hugs to you