Is my job healthy?

[Nicholas]

Ha, the cat is actually banned from being underneath the covers. He cuddles w/me every night but is only allowed on top of the comforter.

Regarding my job, its a test that I fail at miserably. I simply cannot deal with nonsense and foolishness in a supposed "professional" environment so I make every effort to keep away from that office and people there and it works best that way.

Thursday is my day to go in the office, yet the previous Thursday was the worst day of the week. Why?
- The one application I use on the computer was malfunctioning and this one snotty girl who sits across from me was laughing.
- I was walking to the break room and there is a part of the floor that creaks and it sounds like you're farting so I got laughed at again.
- I had that panic attack w/that account.

The real reason I don't want to go back in and freak out is because I'd have to deal w/my boss everyday. I really can't stand her because she's two faced and unprofessional. I recognized this when I first stated working there. She'll make fun of you and talk about you, despite her claiming to be such a good person. You could be walking down the aisle, and if she is with someone else she'll whisper to that person and make fun of you. She makes fun of people because it makes her feel good about herself since she is obese and miserable. Plus she has bad DNA probably.

Well in short, its causing me a mental breakdown so if I have to go back in the office, I will make an attempt to documents every single infraction against her and report it to HR. If I have to quit due to intolerable work conditions, I can collect unemployment.

We're so far behind in our work that there are not firing people for bad quality. As long as you can produce. My one buddy there who lost his work at home privileges because of errors is on like a final extension...meaning they won't fire him because he's just a body. So for me, I'll still be stuck there even if I try to get fired!! The only way Id get fired is if I walk out or attack my boss. lol.

I love my cat because he is devoted to me. Its a conditional type of love but I am still grateful because he chooses to annoy me with his presence. Today I had to cut his claws because of his persistence! 

So its a power issue that you are dealing with? 

My bad 

If you ever truly breakdown, mentally, help is always available