03-31-2016, 03:34 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-31-2016, 03:43 PM by im_not_me.
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Great responses. Glad to see I am not alone in this curiousity. My my, my curiosity has taken me alot of strange places in this little life. Prior to this thread I felt the only harm that what would become of it was that I was making this a reality - my reality - and I certainly don't want to cause anything similar to manifest.
Thank you earth_spirit & papercut for reminding me I'm not alone in this, you're both absolutely correct, whether or not it's right or wrong I should work for peace. That goes without saying no matter whatever what kind of polarization I chose. I respect both negative and positive entities equally because they are only doing what makes them feel at peace, in the end.
Blatz I like what you said about the loop. I know I want to harvest as positive, because I have memories of being in a STO SMC and going out and being of service. It's effected me all my life. I have always wanted to share my good times with everyone. It's like I'm a vampire that feeds on seeing other people happy too. I'm glad I've made this post, the line was starting to blur. Now that I've read your delightful responses and written my own I feel better about myself and more focused on my intentions and attentions.
Jade thank you for offering advice on how I could use this as a catalyst, I honestly did not realize by having a negative emotional response I would be doing no good. I will try undoing the little damages by doing this again tonight except with intent of taking my time and sending love and light, then I will do my best to never fuel this curiousity in mind. I will do best in the future to stay reminded that I need to retain a positive response for everything, not just for my own sake, but others' too - because it's a shared illusion.
And matrix, I like that you mention that, I've been practicing recognising the creator in people when I see them doing impressive arts, it feels great and comes along naturally now. When art or genius invokes a positive emotion in me I feel blessed to be able to appreciate being incarnate in 3rd density so well. Somethings I'd like to see? Hmm, I think right now the things I look around for most often are signs of the harvest. I've been experimenting to see how well telepathy is coming along. I find that emotional telepathy is growing overwhelming stronger and stronger. I see signs of more coherent linguistic telepathy coming along too. One experiment which was simple to try was using a deck of cards with my partner and we visualise and repeat in our minds the cards identity and guess it. This works with a normal deck of cards and is also challenging yet wonderful art to practice with tarot, it can get interesting when you intentionally dismiss the cards appearance and in turn think about the cards archetype and try to guess. Another area I pay close attention to is how well can people peirce the veil and recover glimpses of their spacial memory. From what I've seen there is also a significant growth in dual activated bodies.
Thank you earth_spirit & papercut for reminding me I'm not alone in this, you're both absolutely correct, whether or not it's right or wrong I should work for peace. That goes without saying no matter whatever what kind of polarization I chose. I respect both negative and positive entities equally because they are only doing what makes them feel at peace, in the end.
Blatz I like what you said about the loop. I know I want to harvest as positive, because I have memories of being in a STO SMC and going out and being of service. It's effected me all my life. I have always wanted to share my good times with everyone. It's like I'm a vampire that feeds on seeing other people happy too. I'm glad I've made this post, the line was starting to blur. Now that I've read your delightful responses and written my own I feel better about myself and more focused on my intentions and attentions.
Jade thank you for offering advice on how I could use this as a catalyst, I honestly did not realize by having a negative emotional response I would be doing no good. I will try undoing the little damages by doing this again tonight except with intent of taking my time and sending love and light, then I will do my best to never fuel this curiousity in mind. I will do best in the future to stay reminded that I need to retain a positive response for everything, not just for my own sake, but others' too - because it's a shared illusion.
And matrix, I like that you mention that, I've been practicing recognising the creator in people when I see them doing impressive arts, it feels great and comes along naturally now. When art or genius invokes a positive emotion in me I feel blessed to be able to appreciate being incarnate in 3rd density so well. Somethings I'd like to see? Hmm, I think right now the things I look around for most often are signs of the harvest. I've been experimenting to see how well telepathy is coming along. I find that emotional telepathy is growing overwhelming stronger and stronger. I see signs of more coherent linguistic telepathy coming along too. One experiment which was simple to try was using a deck of cards with my partner and we visualise and repeat in our minds the cards identity and guess it. This works with a normal deck of cards and is also challenging yet wonderful art to practice with tarot, it can get interesting when you intentionally dismiss the cards appearance and in turn think about the cards archetype and try to guess. Another area I pay close attention to is how well can people peirce the veil and recover glimpses of their spacial memory. From what I've seen there is also a significant growth in dual activated bodies.
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