10-04-2010, 11:28 AM
Hey Meerie, welcome 
I join Turtles insight. You did it once, you'll do it again...
All that's really needed for that is a relaxed belief it can happen. And the desire for it to happen. Without changing the desire into a must.. Which is what may be happening with you. The "Bad Guru" is a thing that can happen if we close our eyes to our inner truth enough. Which is why you got into an argument with him as soon as your inner truth became stronger than the truth he projected unto you. This is you on the path, respecting no barriers. Relax a little, and enjoy love when you see it.
The love and extacy you felt, as you say, comes from within. The people you saw in your dreams are partly you and partly external, like guides. In the end they cannot make it happen for you. So don't rely on them, instead enjoy beauty and love, become the beauty and love you admire. This will make you a better conduit for the energies you want and thus will make you experience them stronger and more often. Also without the cathartic experiences, since there is less dirt to throw out. It also feels great.
It is already happening for you. Those experiences you describe are extremely powerful. And the things you say lead me to think you're getting it.
That soul mate belief is a persistent one, I personally don't believe in soul mates.. You and I for example are the same singular soul. But so is the rest of the world. It makes no sense to me singling out material individuals and saying those are in soul closer to me than others. I think these individuals energetically resonate more with us. Meaning that there is great work to be done together. Which with your guru, you actually did. In the end he was a catalyst for you. He showed you the way by not being the way. But this in my experience is never as eternal as soul mates should be. I've felt those connections for mere evenings. I don't think much of them anymore except for that they mean I should put my full attention on that person for that moment. It can then still be incredibly intense. I remember one person a few months ago whom I didn't really know who started to tell of a spiritual experience and as she did I totally clicked into her mind I totally got it. An hour later she told me it feels like I've known you forever.
People on this forum are good at expressing beauty. I've been healed by being here and I've had some great insights and learned a lot. Be welcome here. Soak up the vibes. I'm sure you'll enjoy it.
Most of all: relax. You're doing it. Allow it to happen.
I join Turtles insight. You did it once, you'll do it again...
All that's really needed for that is a relaxed belief it can happen. And the desire for it to happen. Without changing the desire into a must.. Which is what may be happening with you. The "Bad Guru" is a thing that can happen if we close our eyes to our inner truth enough. Which is why you got into an argument with him as soon as your inner truth became stronger than the truth he projected unto you. This is you on the path, respecting no barriers. Relax a little, and enjoy love when you see it.
The love and extacy you felt, as you say, comes from within. The people you saw in your dreams are partly you and partly external, like guides. In the end they cannot make it happen for you. So don't rely on them, instead enjoy beauty and love, become the beauty and love you admire. This will make you a better conduit for the energies you want and thus will make you experience them stronger and more often. Also without the cathartic experiences, since there is less dirt to throw out. It also feels great.
It is already happening for you. Those experiences you describe are extremely powerful. And the things you say lead me to think you're getting it.
That soul mate belief is a persistent one, I personally don't believe in soul mates.. You and I for example are the same singular soul. But so is the rest of the world. It makes no sense to me singling out material individuals and saying those are in soul closer to me than others. I think these individuals energetically resonate more with us. Meaning that there is great work to be done together. Which with your guru, you actually did. In the end he was a catalyst for you. He showed you the way by not being the way. But this in my experience is never as eternal as soul mates should be. I've felt those connections for mere evenings. I don't think much of them anymore except for that they mean I should put my full attention on that person for that moment. It can then still be incredibly intense. I remember one person a few months ago whom I didn't really know who started to tell of a spiritual experience and as she did I totally clicked into her mind I totally got it. An hour later she told me it feels like I've known you forever.
People on this forum are good at expressing beauty. I've been healed by being here and I've had some great insights and learned a lot. Be welcome here. Soak up the vibes. I'm sure you'll enjoy it.
Most of all: relax. You're doing it. Allow it to happen.
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