You have to cleanse yourself first, remove the distortions. Install your own programs, Clear the 'viruses', and monitor your vibration, if possible change it and escape their eyes. It's possible but takes true dedication.
They once found me too, brother. And I have scars to prove it. f***** up!!!!!! And somehow, yours sound even more f***** up. I have sorrow for you, because I know what it's like to feel like a target. They had s*** inside me too, and I neglected cleansing for a while, and as a result I have ulcers and other leftovers that are still manifesting and also some other leftovers that are going away. Still have a few distortions nonetheless. They sure know how to make you feel unclean.
And now, sadly I succumb a little, to blend. I intentionally smoke cigarettes for example, when quitting would be as easy as cold turkey, and I know alot of people say that but for myself I know it's true. Actually, quitting would be real easy since the smoking doesnt help much with my ulcer situation, but I got that covered. Until the great harvest is complete, you will have to hide. And to be honest I don't know how to help you right now, because I've been trying to help myself, in that regard. All I know is I'm Not Me anymore. I'll leave these lyrics here for you, maybe they will help you better than I can right now.
And it's happening
Never planned on this
You got something I need
Kind of dangerous
And I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
What you want from me?
I'm not used to this
Can't seem to shut it off
This thing I've begun
And it's hard to tell—just
Where it's coming from
And it's hard to see
What I'm capable of
And it's hard to believe—just
What I've become
Hey
Can we stop?
Me, I'm not
I can swallow it down
Keep it all inside
I define myself
By how well I hide
Feel it coming apart
Well at least I tried
I can win this war
By knowing not to fight
If I take it all back
Some way somehow
If I knew back then
What I know right now
Hey
Can we stop?
Me, I'm not.
They once found me too, brother. And I have scars to prove it. f***** up!!!!!! And somehow, yours sound even more f***** up. I have sorrow for you, because I know what it's like to feel like a target. They had s*** inside me too, and I neglected cleansing for a while, and as a result I have ulcers and other leftovers that are still manifesting and also some other leftovers that are going away. Still have a few distortions nonetheless. They sure know how to make you feel unclean.
And now, sadly I succumb a little, to blend. I intentionally smoke cigarettes for example, when quitting would be as easy as cold turkey, and I know alot of people say that but for myself I know it's true. Actually, quitting would be real easy since the smoking doesnt help much with my ulcer situation, but I got that covered. Until the great harvest is complete, you will have to hide. And to be honest I don't know how to help you right now, because I've been trying to help myself, in that regard. All I know is I'm Not Me anymore. I'll leave these lyrics here for you, maybe they will help you better than I can right now.
And it's happening
Never planned on this
You got something I need
Kind of dangerous
And I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
What you want from me?
I'm not used to this
Can't seem to shut it off
This thing I've begun
And it's hard to tell—just
Where it's coming from
And it's hard to see
What I'm capable of
And it's hard to believe—just
What I've become
Hey
Can we stop?
Me, I'm not
I can swallow it down
Keep it all inside
I define myself
By how well I hide
Feel it coming apart
Well at least I tried
I can win this war
By knowing not to fight
If I take it all back
Some way somehow
If I knew back then
What I know right now
Hey
Can we stop?
Me, I'm not.