Betrayal Catalyst

[Minyatur]

Thank you, that's amazing And when you say 'some kind of initiation that would remove layers of my veil when I'd pass them'  Do you mean pass them as in movement or like a realization?  I hope that's not a stupid question, i'm just curious.  

Realizations mainly for me, movement can apply. A good example is that my Gemini traits were highly accentuated during a talk with a friend which was of the opposite sign. Our talk had a very hard time advancing until we overcame our configurations and stepped beyond them.

Also, your friends that disliked what was opened in them, what does that mean?  Are these friends spiritual?  I've heard of lots of people having bad trips, I know that setting and atmosphere are important when having an experience like that, I've noticed a lot of people having a bad trip are doing it on a day when they weren't mentally prepared or they did it in a place that didn't make them entirely comfortable.  Sorry for all of the questions, I'm intrigued and just trying to see if this would help me.

One of my friend, which has spiritual sides, said he dislikes how you can't stop being aware and thinking. He was trying to play a video game to to focus and it was failing to work. (plays video games a lot)

Another had bad experiences with negative entities but did not speak much of it other than the experiences during the trips. The last time I made him talk to the entity and he never spoke of it again. He said he did not want to try banishing rituals and such becsuse he thought if the entity is there then there must be a reason for it. He no longer wants to do them but at first he thought each trip was useful and made him grow. I think he mainly disliked the ego shattering effect, that reality is not what he thought it was.