05-12-2016, 07:57 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-12-2016, 08:04 PM by Minyatur.
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I never resonated much with the aspect of seeing the deep mind as either a maiden or a prostitute.
This seems to be more of a qualitative interpretation of an archetype that would not have such inherent qualities. Ultimately this lead me more to perceive that Ra may perceive the Creator as something delicate, that desires compassion, to find well being and to be accomodated in it's experience of itself.
Whereas I perceive the Creator as Intelligent Infinity, what seeks experiences and to infinitely distort itself into more than what any sub-portion of itself can perceive. What has a desire to infinitely explore what it can be and what uses itself as others to create circumstances to set itself into ever new paths. What bathes in the unity of itself.
When I tried to visualize my deep mind, I saw a woman in my back, with an arm crossing over my left shoulder to lean down in front of me and the second arm leaning on my right shoulder, the hand resting behind my neck. When I saw the eyes, I saw a power that wants me to call upon it, that desires me to feel a passion that will draw upon it's ressources. I felt an infinite exaltation in the thought of me desiring to materialize my desires, to be able to fuel them without bounds, and this being so in whatever way I could desire to use it.
In the image that I saw, there was no room to see something that could be seen as either a prostitute or a maiden. There was but that which desires me to manifest the deepest essence of myself.
This seems to be more of a qualitative interpretation of an archetype that would not have such inherent qualities. Ultimately this lead me more to perceive that Ra may perceive the Creator as something delicate, that desires compassion, to find well being and to be accomodated in it's experience of itself.
Whereas I perceive the Creator as Intelligent Infinity, what seeks experiences and to infinitely distort itself into more than what any sub-portion of itself can perceive. What has a desire to infinitely explore what it can be and what uses itself as others to create circumstances to set itself into ever new paths. What bathes in the unity of itself.
When I tried to visualize my deep mind, I saw a woman in my back, with an arm crossing over my left shoulder to lean down in front of me and the second arm leaning on my right shoulder, the hand resting behind my neck. When I saw the eyes, I saw a power that wants me to call upon it, that desires me to feel a passion that will draw upon it's ressources. I felt an infinite exaltation in the thought of me desiring to materialize my desires, to be able to fuel them without bounds, and this being so in whatever way I could desire to use it.
In the image that I saw, there was no room to see something that could be seen as either a prostitute or a maiden. There was but that which desires me to manifest the deepest essence of myself.