how do you picture your higher self to look?

[isis]

Inspired by this post:

My husband and I had another chat about the maiden this morning. He said he's been having some good communications with 'her' in his meditations, and that he feels a profound sense of gratitude that a different angle of attempt has been made. He says he still feels like he "wants it real bad" but understands that that is not a healthy attitude anymore. He also says he perceives her very specifically as a young maiden and not a woman - likely an interpretation of how he's neglected to facilitate this type of contact (in a positive manner).

He googled a picture to share with me and said she looks like this, and she pulsates and pumps out little ideas at him:

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I imagine mine to look like Deus Ex Machina from The Matrix Revolutions.



[as the machine drones swarm around him]
Neo: I only ask to say what I've come here to say. After that, do what you want and I won't try to stop you.
[the drones withdraw and resolve into a face]
Deus Ex Machina: Speak.
Neo: The program Smith has grown beyond your control. Soon he will spread through this city, as he spread through the matrix. You cannot stop him. But I can.
Deus Ex Machina: [shouting] WE DON'T NEED YOU! WE NEED NOTHING!
[the drones swarm around Neo again]
Neo: If that's true, then I've made a mistake, and you should kill me now.
[the drones swarm... and draw back into the face again]
Deus Ex Machina: What do you want?
Neo: Peace.