Also I did make the choice that I desire to be loving and found extemely little desire for negativity within myself although I do restrain my potential to be positive. I find no pleasure in using others nor elevating myself.
I believe I have been dwelling in negative densities longer than necessary out of love for those who are there and who so little seek to help and understand. I work off my resistance and feeling of forsaking them while allowing myself to desire what is best for myself through using a veil. So the concept of polarity becomes an abstract paradox that isn't truly there and more a matter of what I desire to allow myself to be loving toward while knowing that whatever choice I make still will have negative counterparts whether I want it or not.
I believe I have been dwelling in negative densities longer than necessary out of love for those who are there and who so little seek to help and understand. I work off my resistance and feeling of forsaking them while allowing myself to desire what is best for myself through using a veil. So the concept of polarity becomes an abstract paradox that isn't truly there and more a matter of what I desire to allow myself to be loving toward while knowing that whatever choice I make still will have negative counterparts whether I want it or not.