Courting the maiden

[Night Owl]

For my part it has never been about disagreeing or discarting Ra just that Ra's plan is Ra's plan. My way of loving earth and it's people is to let them express their freewill. I want earth to be a perfect reflection of it's people's desires under the veil and not what is desired in higher density. If that means another cycle, than that's not for me to decide. If it means going full STS suddenly, that's also not mine to decide. All I can do without betraying myself is loving in a way that is myself which means I am not someone who reaches out much and answer the calls that I reosnate with. If it seems effortless to help someone I will never ever doubt it. If I feel great amount of resistance, there is also a reason. I sure can court the maiden anyway but I would be alligning with something I am not and thus betraying myself. I know the self is in constant change and progression but the resistance is a sign that I am not following the desires of my soul. I think the point about freewill is that you are the best gift to the universe when fully being yourself and trying to overcome what I am by forcing an action that I am not in allignment with is gonna lead me to be a martyr. I think Ra already knows that at some point being a martyr isn't the best way to serve. I also don't think I am here to learn how to harvest 4D. That's well known to my soul what is love and what is not. So I take it as I'm finding the best way to express it as the self I am here to incarnate rather than being a representative of Ra's plan. I also let Ra do what they do because they do it for a reason and they seem to refine their way of serving 3D worlds by observing cause-consequences of their communications. I just don't resonate with Ra's shadow self of trying to control other world's polarity and harvest. That's why I try not to change everything that's in front of me. But I will always try to love it actively and that's what I call active transformation.