Awakening

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I've never really been comfortable with the concept of awakening since to me that evokes a sense of separation between those who consider themselves "awake" and the rest of humanity whom they consider to be "asleep." To me that is a dangerous line to walk. We are all co-creators and there are those who don't follow a spiritual path but would likely be considered harvestable according to the Law of One and those who consider themselves to be awakened because they are into spirituality who are mostly just full of it . To me there are different degrees of wakefulness rather than an awakened/asleep binary. The path of awakening and degree of awakening required by an individual to fulfill their mission vary from one person to another.

Now that I've gotten my personal psychological hang-ups regarding the concept of awakening out of the way  . . . I think I've always had an openness to the concept of a greater spiritual reality but it was mostly muddled and unconscious. I've been lucky to have been blessed with a strong moral compass and philosophical mindset and I think that served me well throughout my youth and kept me from getting too caught up in some of the more superficial aspects of life on Earth. My spiritual journey only got started in earnest at around the age of 25-26. Before then I had a lot of issues regarding feelings of unworthiness and a belief that I was somehow fundamentally unlovable that I think held me back. When I was 25 I met someone who loved me deeply and I think that helped me get over some of my issues to a degree allowing me to accept the idea of a loving creator and that I was worthy of that love. From there things took off.