[removed]

[Syro]

Today white meditating I felt a ringing in my right ear, I proceeded to try and connect with it's source and just in a flash I felt that my spirit was leaving in every part of my body. Everything started going whiter and brighter, I was ready to detach from my body (I'm not saying I wanted to die, but you accept that as dying), then I heard my spouses voice "It's too loud.". I immediately stopped and dragged myself back into my body.
The only thing that bothers me is that I will never know where it go. Sigh.  :-/
Should've I just let it take me?

Papercut, this could be something important telling you something, that may only happen once. . . .this reminds me distinctively about an experience I have had as an youngling... I had a nice summer day, I had just switched rooms with my older sister a day beforehand, I remember it crystal clear but this particular day for me I had been outside just down the street at the very local neighborhood park, where all the other kids up to age of 12 would hangout at the park on a particular playground area. I saw the clouds on this cloudy day have rays coming down. like I rarely still see sometimes (Mostly occurs/noticed when driving on highway) anyway, I was fascinated this time and was kind of bored this summer day so I walked home and went upstairs to new room and took a nap. This is the part I remember so vividly, the dream I had was one dream, and it was nothing but white. A whiteness that rung like a bell. A whiteness that had every color, anywhere, maybe everywhere. This white felt like a room, but began to feel like a hall-a house- a city, soon the whiteness became so powerful I wokeup crying and both my sisters immediately were curious why I was coming down the stairs crying. I don't know how to explain the rest but I will never forget it papercut. It was both strange and potent. I assume you won't ever forget yours either, and maybe more people have had this kind of sensation in one way or another. It has to mean something, I know that.