07-18-2016, 05:49 AM
(07-18-2016, 05:25 AM)Reaper Wrote: Is there a particular way you wish your face did look? If so, where do you think this ideal image stems from in your mind? At what point/after which circumstances did you become dissatisfied with your face?
Have you experienced any significant physical or emotional trauma? Sometimes people who are sufficiently traumatized will attach their pain to an unrelated or abstractly symbolic issue as a means of coping.
I think it started around 13-14, but wasn't such a big deal back then. Have had both physical and emotional traumas some 5-6 years ago, there might be something to that.
Don't want to go in to it in too much detail but its about proportions and looking more "masculine". I think it also has to do with being different, not feeling "normal" being afraid of what other people think of me. Since our society has become so oriented around looks, this has become more and more common i think.