08-12-2016, 12:24 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-12-2016, 12:26 PM by APeacefulWarrior.)
Hmm... A couple things. First, if there are entities which are actively and deliberately blocking you from intelligent infinity, I would have my doubts that they're truly positive. Remember, free will is held to be of paramount importance by those of the positive polarity. Additionally, advanced positive entities of 5D+ have the wisdom to understand the necessity in lower densities of having negative entities doing negative things, specifically because those deeds then create opportunities for others of positive polarity to do service. I don't see why they'd interfere, even if you were fundamentally negative.
(And remember, "evil" is a wholly relative incarnative concept which doesn't exist in any objective\higher sense.)
So - understanding that I'm spitballing here - I would tend to think that if there are those blocking you, who you believe to be positive, they are actually negatively-oriented and in essence playing a "good cop/bad cop" game along with the a**hole entities.
Otherwise, though, without getting too psychological I would suggest that YOU may be doing more to block yourself than anything else. From your description, it sounds like you're really in conflict with yourself both spiritually and emotionally. Being in such a state would create inherent barriers to any progress towards intelligent infinity. I know it's trite advice, but I really would suggest spending time in meditation trying to calm your mind, seeking objective knowledge of self, and thereby getting a handle on who\what you "really" are in this current slice of spacetime.
Whether you are ultimately positive or negative underneath, you will be happier and more successful in life by understanding\embracing\accepting yourself as you are, rather than fighting to be something you are not. And if that understanding causes you to decide you desire change in yourself, that change is ONLY possible if you have real understanding of yourself to begin with.
(And remember, "evil" is a wholly relative incarnative concept which doesn't exist in any objective\higher sense.)
So - understanding that I'm spitballing here - I would tend to think that if there are those blocking you, who you believe to be positive, they are actually negatively-oriented and in essence playing a "good cop/bad cop" game along with the a**hole entities.
Otherwise, though, without getting too psychological I would suggest that YOU may be doing more to block yourself than anything else. From your description, it sounds like you're really in conflict with yourself both spiritually and emotionally. Being in such a state would create inherent barriers to any progress towards intelligent infinity. I know it's trite advice, but I really would suggest spending time in meditation trying to calm your mind, seeking objective knowledge of self, and thereby getting a handle on who\what you "really" are in this current slice of spacetime.
Whether you are ultimately positive or negative underneath, you will be happier and more successful in life by understanding\embracing\accepting yourself as you are, rather than fighting to be something you are not. And if that understanding causes you to decide you desire change in yourself, that change is ONLY possible if you have real understanding of yourself to begin with.
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