08-16-2016, 01:20 PM
(08-16-2016, 08:30 AM)Minyatur Wrote: Have you considered that the ways you feel simply reflects a need of healing within yourself and that you cling on to your unhealed state?
Also this place clearly isn't the place you want to be in, but could this be the place you needed to be in to effectively work on healing yourself?
No. This is exactly the place I need to be if I want to go further into madness. Recent experiences have put me in a position where I have no choice but to become "worse" from a subjective normal human perspective. If "healing" were the goal, the last couple of years would have been very different. If I "chose" these experiences, I chose to immerse myself deeper in madness, hatred, and insanity. Which does sound like me...
(08-16-2016, 08:30 AM)Minyatur Wrote: How about allowing that which is limitless to experience limitness? I think that limits were your own desire to experience and that what you deem as enemies are probably more benevolant toward yourself than you even are.
Well, I'm done with it, then.
There are ONLY enemies, with very few exceptions (still no friends), and I'll believe that for now because I've seen no evidence to the contrary.