Techniques for alternate realities, parallel dimensions/timelines, time travel, etc.

[Mahakali]

I feel there are more decisions to be made, but I can't make them right now. I have to clear away the psychic sewage, negative thoughtforms, trauma, and sick vibrations before I can trust my own logic. I'm not anywhere near baseline, and haven't been for a very, very long time.

Right now, I need to open up my heart chakra, clean, filter, and, yes, heal.

And I never said that I wasn't interested in healing, as much as I did express despair and doubt that I'm ever gonna be healed from this. Of course, that's just me acting like the whiny emo cunt that I've been conditioned to be.

I feel like a lot of rage and hatred are coming for me, right after I clear out the psychic sewage, and it'll only be after I express those a little bit that I'll know what I'm really like. There are a lot of directions this could go, and I'm only expressing what I feel right now.

I don't have any long-term plans, and I've not decided anything except the next few steps ahead of me: polarize, heal, restore personal sovereignty.

I'm well-aware that I'm far too intoxicated to make any clear decisions beyond "sober up, get some stitches put in, and clean the blood and vomit off my body". After that, we'll see.