08-26-2016, 08:32 PM
Hey sister. My wife has Paranoid Shizophrenia and she has been taking clozaril for nearly 10 years now. It is the best of the bunch out there in her circumstances.
DO NOT STOP TAKING YOUR MEDICATION!
At least not for now (grrrrrr Isis! )
I learned the hard way when I encouraged furry rabbit (My wife's bring 4th username) to stop taking respiradone years ago. She became so psychotic she tried to kill me while I was sleeping. She sneaked a wood chopping axe under our bed and attacked me with it!
If you are unready to deal with the mental catalyst without medication then please, I urge you to stick with it for now.
It is a shame, but our culture remains in the dark about what schizophrenia actually is. This is why your family react the way they do. It is not there fault, neither is it yours. Unfortunately they do not realise that the most important thing you need is to sleep. Neither do they realise that the best way to support you is to allow you sleep.
Honestly, they know not what they are doing.
There is no scientific data whatsoever that supports the idea that you are lazy, or that you are taking advantage of your situation. Your family, who love you by the way, are acting subjectively. The best way in my view to get them back on your side is to get educated, and then educate them. They are naturally responding in accordance to the threshold of their own understanding.
Trust me on this one. I have been at the deep end here. What you experience is a gift and a blessing because you are existing in 2 world's at the same time. The problem is that we have been programmed to believe that their is only one world!
You are certainly not alone, sister!
My first recommendation is to watch Eleanor's talk on TED Talk. It is available on YouTube and worth watching over and over. I did! I also recommend that you pm me so we can chat some more, because what you need more than ever right now is some emotional support. Now how did I know that!? ?
I cannot reply until Sunday if you want to chat privately because I have family duties tomorrow, but if you do, I promise to dedicate several hours to this circumstance.
Here is an insight to my life...
Heidi (my wife) sais: "oi no i don't" while brushing her teeth in the bathroom.
I reply with "no you don't what?"
Heidi replies with "the voices said I brush my teeth like my dad"
Loooooòooool!
I am not Claire audience like she is and so I find it fascinating and insightful. I rely on thought projections ( Claire intelligence ), which is more abstract. She also knows when I am in a good mood because she tells me "your shining in my colours" in an envious tone. So I send her love/light (loving attention), and she smiles, blushes and plays with her hair!
You are gifted!!!
Oh and by the way, check out 'Robyn' Hang With Me on you tube.
Angels are allowed to incarnate if they wish to you know
DO NOT STOP TAKING YOUR MEDICATION!
At least not for now (grrrrrr Isis! )
I learned the hard way when I encouraged furry rabbit (My wife's bring 4th username) to stop taking respiradone years ago. She became so psychotic she tried to kill me while I was sleeping. She sneaked a wood chopping axe under our bed and attacked me with it!
If you are unready to deal with the mental catalyst without medication then please, I urge you to stick with it for now.
It is a shame, but our culture remains in the dark about what schizophrenia actually is. This is why your family react the way they do. It is not there fault, neither is it yours. Unfortunately they do not realise that the most important thing you need is to sleep. Neither do they realise that the best way to support you is to allow you sleep.
Honestly, they know not what they are doing.
There is no scientific data whatsoever that supports the idea that you are lazy, or that you are taking advantage of your situation. Your family, who love you by the way, are acting subjectively. The best way in my view to get them back on your side is to get educated, and then educate them. They are naturally responding in accordance to the threshold of their own understanding.
Trust me on this one. I have been at the deep end here. What you experience is a gift and a blessing because you are existing in 2 world's at the same time. The problem is that we have been programmed to believe that their is only one world!
You are certainly not alone, sister!
My first recommendation is to watch Eleanor's talk on TED Talk. It is available on YouTube and worth watching over and over. I did! I also recommend that you pm me so we can chat some more, because what you need more than ever right now is some emotional support. Now how did I know that!? ?
I cannot reply until Sunday if you want to chat privately because I have family duties tomorrow, but if you do, I promise to dedicate several hours to this circumstance.
Here is an insight to my life...
Heidi (my wife) sais: "oi no i don't" while brushing her teeth in the bathroom.
I reply with "no you don't what?"
Heidi replies with "the voices said I brush my teeth like my dad"
Loooooòooool!
I am not Claire audience like she is and so I find it fascinating and insightful. I rely on thought projections ( Claire intelligence ), which is more abstract. She also knows when I am in a good mood because she tells me "your shining in my colours" in an envious tone. So I send her love/light (loving attention), and she smiles, blushes and plays with her hair!
You are gifted!!!
Oh and by the way, check out 'Robyn' Hang With Me on you tube.
Angels are allowed to incarnate if they wish to you know
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