08-30-2016, 07:25 PM
(08-30-2016, 07:07 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: My mom lives with me and rides with me when I go to town. If I don't pick up my meds, she notices and calls me out on it.
If I stopped taking them, she'd probably have me sent to a mental hospital again.
To go back on my above post, while not quitting your medications, perhaps you could seek to reconnect with these emotions you had to see if they still lie within yourself. If they do, you could seek to work on resolving them. I think the main catch with medications is that they, to some extent, prevent you from working on yourself. But since you already know what they mask, you could seek to re-awaken these things willingly.
Fear seems to be something you relate a lot to, but your fear has root somewhere and that will need to be addressed if you desire to free yourself from this fear.