emotionally blocked.

[Matt1]

I believe i might be suffering from a type of emotional blockage, which limits my ability to feel emotions purely or to connect with activities or others. I cannot pin point this catalyst at any one point of my life but i feel that i might be somehow unconsciously suppressing my emotions. To give you an example i cannot really watch a movie or listen to music any more without it being truly good in a deep sense. I guess any emotions i do feel are limited or superficial. Everything is fine but nothing is good, i am okay and getting by but i am not thriving, i sometimes find it difficult to concentrate or get into anything that i used to be able to. I am not sure if this is simply a depression or a underlying personality disorder or if i am simply overacting to the degree of emotions i should expect from experiences in life. Something does feel off i have to say but i feel mostly well. I have monitored my thoughts and i cannot say that i am thinking of anything overly negative in a cognitive sense. This is all quite enigmatic. Has anyone experience any similar catalyst? Or is this simply normal for an adult male? I am still clinging or attached to the notice of a childhood? of wonder and magic? In some sense of the word i feel that this is all a type of over exaggeration and maybe i am jumping to conclusions. Hopefully someone can relate to my experience and give me some insight.