Fucking karma, how does that work?

[Jade]

I think the problem is, Maha, that if you want information on black alchemy, you won't find much of it here. All you will find is the distorted perceptions of the white magician or the neutral. If you really desire to polarize along the left hand path, I am not judging you, I am just encouraging you to find sources that are more experienced with what you are desiring. I doubt there are a lot of useful maps, because from what I know of the left hand path, it is full of secrecy and misleadings. I guess the benefit to us here is that we at least are trying our best to be as honest and truthful as possible. But, before you can move forward, you have to decide which picnic you prefer.

If you decide you prefer our picnic, I'd recommend reaching out to Reaper as someone who has transitioned back and forth. If you are looking to transmute pain into more pain, I don't think there are many people here who currently have that same desire.