Fucking karma, how does that work?

[Ashim]

That said, I'd probably rather move on... but it's hard... I really just want my mind, body, and soul to be fixed... attuned to the proper vibrations that could make me happier... but I'm not sure exactly how to go about it.

That's ok, you are, like me, just a few sandwiches short of a picnic.
Try being nice to others without expectation of gratitude. Go ahead and give something to someone in need without desire for compensation.
I'm sure it will do your soul good and that you will have a good time.
Give it a try, why not?