growth

[Jade]

When does someone become conscious of the incarnative process? Is there a sign post for this type of progression? It almost sounds like creating experiences in conformity with your own will power? I wonder what its all about, personally i feel a little stuck or blocked in terms of personal growth and wonder when i will experience something interesting or more emotionally moving. It is my understanding that the higher self programs experience for the less mature entity until they have developed enough in order to program experience for themselves, but everything in life is designed in order to develop spiritual catalyst and growth.

My understanding is a little different. I'm pretty sure Ra says that the Logos (Sun) offers random catalyst to an entity until they are polarized enough, to which then the Higher Self does the programming, as well as more and more of the conscious self. To use the conscious self to program the experience is the development of the will.

So, if you are feeling stagnant, it's most likely a programmed lesson from your Higher Self to develop your incarnate will, if you ask me. You are waiting for something to happen? Make something happen.