Telling your partner about being a wanderer?

[Agua del Cielo]

Thank you for your kind replies!

@Nau7ik
That´s a good idea! And maybe I should wait until she finished reading the Ra Material

@Minyatur
That´s a valid point, thank you.


Maybe I should have written more about the circumstances that led me to this question:

In the past two weeks I experienced the breakup of two friendships, that were quite important to me, one having been my closest friend for years.

In addition (and thats the wanderer part) I experienced myself strongly as a part of Ra (at least it felt that way). After the journey, back to real life and no longer feeling that connection, I had a feeling of incredible loss.
I had several had days of profound depression that took a lot of strength to get through. I was at times very close to giving up this life.

And while it would have been much easier for me, if I could have shared the reason for my sadness, I was very unsure if I could and should share it with my girlfriend.
Thus the original question.
Because instead of sharing, I withdrew from her, because I felt, I´d rather not speak about this matter :/

But on the other hand, withdrawel doesnt honor the depth of relationship we have… so that´s my dilemna