Hello Agua del Cielo,
Welcome to this forum!
Since you are asking I would strongly recommend to share all your thoughts about wanderers with your girlfriend! I understand that there are many reasons to why you may hesitate, but remember that daddy Ra said that in order to share the love of the One Creator as it is known to the self means, among other things, an ability to open the self to another self without hesitation, and also that to use that which one has gained in wisdom for the uses of separation is to invite the fatal bite of the wisdom's darker or negative side.
When I just found Ra material I was married to an atheist. When I gained enough understanding of what Ra material was about and among other things, who wanderers were, I remember that I too was very nervous when I decided to drop that bomb, so to speak, to my husband at that time. So I asked him to hear me out and told him everything that I thought about this matter at that time, and then asked him what he thought about this. I was very nervous that he would think that I was crazy because he was an atheist. Well, he heard me out and then answered to my question that I was no more insane that any Christian he knew. He was so cool about it! What a relief that was! But at the end, it wouldn't matter how he or your girlfriend or any other person would react, because in my humble opinion it is about sharing, but without expectations in return. To allow other self be as they are. If they think that you are crazy - so be it. You don't have to talk about it with that person ever again, because clearly that person is then not ready to hear this kind of information. And with time this person will then perhaps even semi-forget what you told them, and it would be like it never happened. Of course, it is not that easy when it is your girlfriend, but one step at a time. I definitely think that you should share this information!
As to her looking up to you, this should not be an obstacle for your not sharing. I used to look up to my ex husband too a lot. Though he was and still is an atheist, he was always service to others oriented, radiating love and light like no one I knew! He looked like an angel to me and that's what I called him, thinking that he was more than me. But you see, it had to do with orange-ray blockages in my case. I grew up being mentally and physically abused, and I was brought up in a STS environment; while he grew up being loved, accepted and encouraged, and was brought up in a VERY positive STO environment. And now, when I look back, I feel such a compassion for myself that I survived all that at all! That I found my way back to my prefered polarity and back to my heart and love. We both needed to learn something from each other and also create a beautiful, little child-girl. And then our paths went in different directions. It was all perfect. In short, it might indeed be an uncomfortable catalyst for you that your girlfriend looks up to you thinking that you are more than you. But you will also meet people who will be thinking that you are less than you. Try to balance that, find compassion for yourself and others, and find the center of humility within. We are all Creator. So even if your girlfriend looks up to you, I still don't think that it's enough reason for you to withhold your opinion about being a wanderer. Who knows, maybe it will all make more sense to her after you've shared. And as someone else here in this thread mentioned, maybe she is too a wanderer, and you will plant a seed within her by sharing this?
I am also sorry to hear about that you had to end two wonderful friendships! It is indeed a difficult loss to bear.
Please, keep us posted with how it goes with sharing these news with your girlfriend!
Welcome to this forum!
Since you are asking I would strongly recommend to share all your thoughts about wanderers with your girlfriend! I understand that there are many reasons to why you may hesitate, but remember that daddy Ra said that in order to share the love of the One Creator as it is known to the self means, among other things, an ability to open the self to another self without hesitation, and also that to use that which one has gained in wisdom for the uses of separation is to invite the fatal bite of the wisdom's darker or negative side.
When I just found Ra material I was married to an atheist. When I gained enough understanding of what Ra material was about and among other things, who wanderers were, I remember that I too was very nervous when I decided to drop that bomb, so to speak, to my husband at that time. So I asked him to hear me out and told him everything that I thought about this matter at that time, and then asked him what he thought about this. I was very nervous that he would think that I was crazy because he was an atheist. Well, he heard me out and then answered to my question that I was no more insane that any Christian he knew. He was so cool about it! What a relief that was! But at the end, it wouldn't matter how he or your girlfriend or any other person would react, because in my humble opinion it is about sharing, but without expectations in return. To allow other self be as they are. If they think that you are crazy - so be it. You don't have to talk about it with that person ever again, because clearly that person is then not ready to hear this kind of information. And with time this person will then perhaps even semi-forget what you told them, and it would be like it never happened. Of course, it is not that easy when it is your girlfriend, but one step at a time. I definitely think that you should share this information!
As to her looking up to you, this should not be an obstacle for your not sharing. I used to look up to my ex husband too a lot. Though he was and still is an atheist, he was always service to others oriented, radiating love and light like no one I knew! He looked like an angel to me and that's what I called him, thinking that he was more than me. But you see, it had to do with orange-ray blockages in my case. I grew up being mentally and physically abused, and I was brought up in a STS environment; while he grew up being loved, accepted and encouraged, and was brought up in a VERY positive STO environment. And now, when I look back, I feel such a compassion for myself that I survived all that at all! That I found my way back to my prefered polarity and back to my heart and love. We both needed to learn something from each other and also create a beautiful, little child-girl. And then our paths went in different directions. It was all perfect. In short, it might indeed be an uncomfortable catalyst for you that your girlfriend looks up to you thinking that you are more than you. But you will also meet people who will be thinking that you are less than you. Try to balance that, find compassion for yourself and others, and find the center of humility within. We are all Creator. So even if your girlfriend looks up to you, I still don't think that it's enough reason for you to withhold your opinion about being a wanderer. Who knows, maybe it will all make more sense to her after you've shared. And as someone else here in this thread mentioned, maybe she is too a wanderer, and you will plant a seed within her by sharing this?
I am also sorry to hear about that you had to end two wonderful friendships! It is indeed a difficult loss to bear.
Please, keep us posted with how it goes with sharing these news with your girlfriend!
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