Selfishness of STO

[Infinite Unity]

Hello, fellow members of the forum.



I was thinking recently about STO polarization and came up with random thoughts regarding that one which I want to share with you and hopefully hear your opinions on them to gain more knowledge about this topic.

Let's suppose you are the one who progressed through 1st and 2nd densities over time and now you're in 3d (it might be or might be not your first incarnation), and you somehow became aware about Law of One. You have two paths to progress through: STO and STS.
STO path may appear on the first glance as unselfish and even self-sacrificing. You acknowledge Oneness of everything and decide to live a life consciously taking actions to polarize towards STO by helping and giving to others. Is it really unselfish and self-sacrificing as it looks like? Are you helping and giving to others just because you know it will help YOU to positively polarize and graduate into higher density as a result? It seems to me that you are following STS path instead of that, because you might be giving to others out of fear of not graduating or thinking you won't polarize enough to graduate.

Since it was stated by Ra that you need at least 51% to polarize positively too graduate and at least 95% to polarize negatively to graduate, are you taking a selfish shortcut to have better odds of easier polarization therefore acquiring easier graduation?

On contrary, I think that true STO would mean that you are helping and giving to others just because you want to help them expecting nothing in return (even not expecting to positively polarize or graduate as a result of your actions). You just consciously self-sacrifice yourself for the sake of others, not expecting to graduate or not graduate just live the life helping others for the sake of helping. You shouldn't even need to be aware of LOO or polarization to follow true path and in fact I think this is how positive polarization is truly meant to work. Will you choose to sacrifice yourself in blind faith of believing you're doing it right by doing what you do for the sake of compassion and love (not for the sake of knowing about LOO, polarization, harvest etc)? Or are you just choosing the lesser of both evils (I will help others to help myself because I fear I will not polarize enough to graduate, thinking you are following true STO while you do not)?

Please think if you are following true STO path or just blindly following the path of helping yourself first by helping others and expecting that the God will give you bonus points for that later.

If you wish to explore self love, that is not a problem. The fox like cunning your putting to these investigations is noble, how're the result found is from within your own bieing. Do you feel as of you walk the sto path but fin your heart not really in it? I am not asking in a demeaningway. I only give hint to observation.