01-17-2017, 12:39 AM
(01-16-2017, 10:10 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: These things will pretty much guarantee that you repeat 3D. Maybe just one incarnation, maybe a whole cycle
The problem I have with this is like it's a catch-22. If you're ok with repeating 3D, you won't have to repeat it, but you'll choose to.
If you're not ok with repeating 3D, you won't have the right vibration (being helpful to others), to graduate.
Honestly I don't know how we make it to 4D or higher.
That seems about right but it's not slavery or force we are always only pushing ourself like our own parents saying "go to school, do your homework" and as we get more invested in our own growth it becomes more like those self reliant classes/lectures where they don't mark attendance because your the one that wants to learn this.
Btw I really don't think you have to worry.
You think you are so flawed but the gentleness, innocence in a lot of areas(not anthros
but that's not a big deal) and your open hearted approach here show you are really quite dedicated. You aren't perfect I know we don't know all sides of you but you don't need to be. Stop tormenting yourself soon I hope 