How does "inevitable enlightenment" work?

[sjel]

Also, likewise, not all parts of the omniverse are veiled.  Many parts are completely unveiled.  And things said by Ra and other channelled entities like Bashar indicate that Earth is very heavily veiled, even by comparison to the other veiled parts of cosmos.  Many entities never experience a veil at all and (at least according to Bashar) may even be astounded at the thought that such a thing is even possible, much less that someone would actually choose to spend part of their existence under such conditions.

Yes, why would we do this. Someone around here said "it's fun, otherwise why would we do it?"

Does my constant heart-discomfort count for anything? As in, does the fact that I continually am aware of my separation and in steadily increasing agony because of it draw the Creator nearer to me? Or will this separated feeling drive me to do something that will finally bring me to the Creator? Meaning that the separation-heart-feeling must increase before it is satisfied? Is there a certain level of agony that must be reached before the Creator will respond? Like how some gurus would sit in silence as a wannabe disciple begged for hours to be their disciple? And only when the student was about to brokenheartedly give up would the guru accept with a gentle smile?

Also there is the doubt that do I even need to be feeling agonized along the course of my evolution? Could I be feeling the relentless separation with a calm smile and even a laugh? Am I inventing this discomfort in a shallow attempt to get the Creator to stop hiding?

I don't believe Ra ever really discussed his underlying motivations for seeking Unity with the Creator, and maybe it's a shame that no one thought to ask.  But personally, my own guess is that it's more about having exhausted the possibilities inherent in a single subset of existences.  Past a point, an ancient entity with billions (trillions?  More?) of subjective years of existence within its memory is going to simply run out of things to do.  And at that point, the only option left is merger with the Creator and the discovery of the mysteries that lie beyond the Octave.  

So it really is just that at some point, there is no other choice but to seek? Like, because the third density existence is limited, and the Infinite is limitless, at some point, the lack of new options in a sense "force" the entity to begin its trek toward freedom? The entity is not forced by the Creator but by its own burning desire.

As an aside, did you ever see the very first Star Trek movie, the one with V'Ger?  That's basically what happened there.  V'Ger had voyaged through the cosmos and collected so much raw data and information that it had become a universe within itself... but it had to merge with its Creator to continue its journey.  It had to shed itself of V'Ger-ness and become something new to be able to experience anything new.

Putting it on my "to-watch" list.