01-30-2017, 12:27 AM
I want to get closer to Logos, even to go where Logos is.
So I tell my self not to masturbate because that will make my body feel week and unable to channel much energy.
Plus the cartoon porn I look at, and sometimes real porn, is not natural.
At least not natural according to the majority of society.
And I'm sensitive. I don't want to put holes in my aura or pick up on negative entities.
It's sometimes a hard decision to make.
So I tell my self not to masturbate because that will make my body feel week and unable to channel much energy.
Plus the cartoon porn I look at, and sometimes real porn, is not natural.
At least not natural according to the majority of society.
And I'm sensitive. I don't want to put holes in my aura or pick up on negative entities.
It's sometimes a hard decision to make.