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[Jade]

This post took way too long to write.  Jade you're free to respond as you will.  I have a feeling if we don't somehow distinguish a few subjects apart out posts will become novels  

Hey friend. I woke up this morning and began penning chapters 3 and 4 of "A Seeker's Manifesto" and, after about an hour and a half, I was almost halfway through. I was around the part where we were discussing the homeless, and reiterating how important intent is vs. the actual manifestation of intent. And I hit the wrong key on my keyboard, which popped up the website's script, and I hit backspace to correct my typo - and it "backspaced" my whole browser page, effectively eating everything I had written.

It's especially frustrating because on my old computer that died just a couple of months ago, I had a browser add-on that stored any text inputs, to prevent something like this happening (losing hours' worth of intensive work while typing on B4), but I had yet to think to install it on the browser on my new computer. Regrets.

So, I want to thank you for inciting some ~exquisite~ catalyst for me, and allowing my higher self to play such an amusing "cosmic joke". I got a nice hard lesson in "perceived manifestation of events" and "the apparent futility of the intention of love". Hopefully soon I'll feel up to trying to tackle this task again, but right now I'm quite devastated and defeated by this event, so I have to step away for a while to regroup before I try again.