Spiritual and Masturbation

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Doesn't it feel a little better to get that off your chest?

I've found that scat and urine porn typically have to do with extreme ranges of domination but go even further into psychological needs not being met at a young age.  My ex was into diaper and scat play so it's nothing new to me, and I don't judge you for having those desires the same way I don't judge her.

I'm just glad you can be honest about it, that's truly a first step to discovering why you've these desires.

I find scat porn is usually a sign of bad experiences at a very young age with the experiences of feces and urine, but honestly there's some people who, as you said, find the humiliation aspect of it the be the biggest pull towards it.
Similar to this, many crossdressing men who go by the label 'sissy' find the humiliation of being emasculated the primary draw to such fetish.

I personally just want to have sex without needing to worry about pregnancy, and since I prefer feminine qualities, I find the sissy fetish hot.  Not so much being one, but being with one.  Too bad I'm too shy to go find a random person online to hook up with haha

Gemini, remember to hold a bit of forgiveness towards yourself and your thoughts towards your desires that you find disturbing.
It's all to serve a purpose.

I'm also happy to know I'm not the only one who has particularly intense RP's (sometimes better than sex) with some fetishes.  Just wish it wasn't so hard to find people to RP with lol.