Personal Experience of "Mind Control"

[Jade]

"Is that something you read about on the internet or do you have personal experience of this?"

I wasn't sure if you were asking me but it seems as if you might have been. Maybe it was rhetorical. I'm quite familiar with cannabis and have been smoking it for a decade now. One day, while still living in Iowa and unable to access cannabis, my mother, who is in prison now for selling meth, showed me this stuff that her friends who were on probation smoked because it didn't show up in a urine test. I bought a couple bags from the liquor store - no ID required, and the liquor store was across the street from a high school and eventually the owner got in big trouble because he didn't care how old the kids were who were buying it - it made me sick, it made me hallucinate in a bad way, and the high lasted barely 20 minutes or so so you have to smoke way more than regular cannabis to get similar effects. But, the effects were hardly congruent.

However, my couple smokes I thought were "okay" so I told my dad about it. He was a few years from retirement at his city job and lamented about his inability to smoke weed. He... developed a problem. He's always been the type to "experiment" with "legal" highs (drinking with his benedryl, drinking with his ambien, etc) and this one became a giant dragon to chase. He started spending all of his money on it (he was making almost 6 figures but still had to borrow money from my grandma for food for him and my little brother), ordering it in large quantities online - and even a couple of times had packages stolen off of his doorstep that contained hundreds of dollars worth of the stuff, and he lost his mind. Anyway, during this time he became extremely paranoid, and eventually he started to gather tiny slights of mine that he blew into huge deals. I don't know if I'll ever even talk to him again, because he's literally a completely different person, and that person is pretty far gone and has had a lot of changes in their brain chemistry that I wouldn't say were beneficial. I thought it might have been the K2 so I did research on its effects, and the brain damage it causes. I'm not sure what else would have caused my father to go from loving me and seeing me as a valuable part of his family to despising me and harassing me and then literally wanting to never talk to me again, as it definitely happened while he was smoking it - he used to ask me to go pick up the packages off his doorstep so they wouldn't be stolen, and I was the one who told him about it, so at the beginning of this he stilled loved and trusted me. Now, it's very likely he'll never forgive me, because he hates me so much and thinks I'm an evil, selfish person.

So, there's my anecdotal story about K2 and why it scares me. The fact that you say you specifically used it to "blow open the upper energy centers" scares me even more. This Ra quote rings in my head:

The healing ability, like all other, what this instrument would call paranormal abilities, is effected by the opening of a pathway or shuttle into intelligent infinity. There are many upon your plane who have a random hole or gateway in their spirit energy field, sometimes created by the ingestion of chemicals such as, what this instrument would call LSD, who are able, randomly and without control, to tap into energy sources. They may or may not be entities who wish to serve. The purpose of carefully and consciously opening this channel is to serve in a more dependable way, in a more commonplace or usual way, as seen by the distortion complex of the healer. To others there may appear to be miracles. To the one who has carefully opened the door to intelligent infinity this is ordinary; this is commonplace; this is as it should be. The life experience becomes somewhat transformed and the great work goes on.