10-29-2010, 08:47 PM
I had a really vivid, strange dream last night. It was the first time I've written down my dreams in a while, but this one stood out so much.
I went to a pop concert with my friend Lisa...strange due to both the fact that I hate pop music and the fact that I haven't talked to Lisa in years. Still, we went, and afterward she wanted to go party at a hotel, but then she found out something had happened with the reservations and she couldn't get a room, so she said "I know! Let's go to Germany!" And she starts making plans to go to Germany. I was like "Uh...I have to work tomorrow, and I don't have the money to go to Germany." and she just kept saying it would be fun and we should go, though I have no idea how we were supposed to get there.
The next thing I remember I was driving on the interstate with my parents. It started raining really hard and there was a flash flood. The water started rising up on the road and my car was trying to hydroplane. I was having a very hard time steering, and then my car careened into a huge puddle, got thrown into the air, and came down with a thud. It refused to budge after that. My dad said we would have to walk the rest of the way. My parents and I got out of the car and walked to this building. At this point I realized that all of us were vampires, and the building was the vampire headquarters. My dad said he was going to tell us the story of why the first vampire had unlimited power but all the others after him had much less.
I also remember this sort of stone stairway, and there were little index cards on the stones that had memories of bad things that have happened to me written on them. As I walked down the stairs I found myself getting angry all over again, though I thought I'd moved past all of that stuff. I'm sure there's some deep psychological message there...telling me I have more buried crap I need to get over. I never seem to hit the bottom of that well.
At this point I woke up to use the bathroom, then I went back to sleep and the dream continued.
I was in the Olive Garden with my parents, and my dad started being mean and insulting me. I started crying and ran outside. It seems that my parents were ninjas now, and I told myself I would kill the target they were supposed to assassinate...that would show them. So I put on a ninja outfit and grabbed a sword. Apparently they were supposed to kill this really hot girl that was mowing the grass outside. I started following her around, hiding behind stuff.
The girl came inside and I jumped out with my sword, but instead of killing her the situation turned sort of sexual...nothing really over the top, but there was definite sexual tension. I ended up throwing her against something and choking her, and I told her if she told me everything she knew I wouldn't kill her. She got this really terrified look on her face and said "The true godfather's name is (random name)." She looked more afraid of the fact that this was true than the fact that I was trying to kill her. I said "wow, that IS terrible."
I resolved not to kill the girl, but then I jumped to this scene where she was hanging from a statue, and I was afraid I'd killed her, but then she started yelling for someone to get her down.
Then...it gets ever weirder...suddenly I was in this community of demons, and I was watching this one young demon that none of the other demons respected...they thought he was a nobody. So while all the other demons left he built this whole grand building for them all to live in. When they came back none of them would believe that he made the building, but this one older female demon pointed at him and said "He made it. You should thank him." Then they all finally acknowledged that he did something useful. There were little kid demons and everything there, with glowing red eyes. Some of them had wings. Weeeeird. Then I heard this voice narrating that that demon went on to become the advisor to some really powerful guy or something.
The last thing I remember I was driving on the flooded road again, only this time I was much more careful so I made it through okay.
I went to a pop concert with my friend Lisa...strange due to both the fact that I hate pop music and the fact that I haven't talked to Lisa in years. Still, we went, and afterward she wanted to go party at a hotel, but then she found out something had happened with the reservations and she couldn't get a room, so she said "I know! Let's go to Germany!" And she starts making plans to go to Germany. I was like "Uh...I have to work tomorrow, and I don't have the money to go to Germany." and she just kept saying it would be fun and we should go, though I have no idea how we were supposed to get there.
The next thing I remember I was driving on the interstate with my parents. It started raining really hard and there was a flash flood. The water started rising up on the road and my car was trying to hydroplane. I was having a very hard time steering, and then my car careened into a huge puddle, got thrown into the air, and came down with a thud. It refused to budge after that. My dad said we would have to walk the rest of the way. My parents and I got out of the car and walked to this building. At this point I realized that all of us were vampires, and the building was the vampire headquarters. My dad said he was going to tell us the story of why the first vampire had unlimited power but all the others after him had much less.
I also remember this sort of stone stairway, and there were little index cards on the stones that had memories of bad things that have happened to me written on them. As I walked down the stairs I found myself getting angry all over again, though I thought I'd moved past all of that stuff. I'm sure there's some deep psychological message there...telling me I have more buried crap I need to get over. I never seem to hit the bottom of that well.
At this point I woke up to use the bathroom, then I went back to sleep and the dream continued.
I was in the Olive Garden with my parents, and my dad started being mean and insulting me. I started crying and ran outside. It seems that my parents were ninjas now, and I told myself I would kill the target they were supposed to assassinate...that would show them. So I put on a ninja outfit and grabbed a sword. Apparently they were supposed to kill this really hot girl that was mowing the grass outside. I started following her around, hiding behind stuff.
The girl came inside and I jumped out with my sword, but instead of killing her the situation turned sort of sexual...nothing really over the top, but there was definite sexual tension. I ended up throwing her against something and choking her, and I told her if she told me everything she knew I wouldn't kill her. She got this really terrified look on her face and said "The true godfather's name is (random name)." She looked more afraid of the fact that this was true than the fact that I was trying to kill her. I said "wow, that IS terrible."
I resolved not to kill the girl, but then I jumped to this scene where she was hanging from a statue, and I was afraid I'd killed her, but then she started yelling for someone to get her down.
Then...it gets ever weirder...suddenly I was in this community of demons, and I was watching this one young demon that none of the other demons respected...they thought he was a nobody. So while all the other demons left he built this whole grand building for them all to live in. When they came back none of them would believe that he made the building, but this one older female demon pointed at him and said "He made it. You should thank him." Then they all finally acknowledged that he did something useful. There were little kid demons and everything there, with glowing red eyes. Some of them had wings. Weeeeird. Then I heard this voice narrating that that demon went on to become the advisor to some really powerful guy or something.
The last thing I remember I was driving on the flooded road again, only this time I was much more careful so I made it through okay.