Hi Meerie !!!
Welcome to the forums. I hope to see you around.
I used to have that constant urge to be enlightened like I knew what it means to be enlightened. Now I don't even really know what that term means really. It might even mean different things to different people. Now I feel more interested in living every moment with increasingly more love and wisdom and whatever comes out of it is welcomed...
it is funny you said that and later FFG as well. I have been having the same thing. I thought maybe I had some vampire
in me but that never made any good sense before. Your explanation hits home for me as well. thank you...
You may take them as ebbs and flows of spiritual experiences on planet called earth. We on 3D earth are constantly oscillating between choices and states. Nothing is constant and there are always opposite forces working on changing the original states. That is the the beauty of it as we have to keep making choices over and over again. But nothing is permanently blissful or beautiful or we would just stick with that one state and never grow farther and push the envelop...
Welcome to the forums. I hope to see you around.
(10-04-2010, 02:55 AM)Meerie Wrote: Later that night I awoke with the feeling “I want to become enlightened”. That was it ! Everything was so clear all of a sudden.
I used to have that constant urge to be enlightened like I knew what it means to be enlightened. Now I don't even really know what that term means really. It might even mean different things to different people. Now I feel more interested in living every moment with increasingly more love and wisdom and whatever comes out of it is welcomed...
(10-04-2010, 02:55 AM)Meerie Wrote: I also became very light-sensitive and burnt my eyes. I have to wear sunglasses each time the sun shines outside because they are still very sensitive. I read that this can occur when the 3rd eye opens.
it is funny you said that and later FFG as well. I have been having the same thing. I thought maybe I had some vampire
in me but that never made any good sense before. Your explanation hits home for me as well. thank you...(10-04-2010, 02:55 AM)Meerie Wrote: Now I feel like all this seems like a dream and I am more in a state like before, getting depressed and subdued. I feel disconnected again and am not feeling love like before.
Thank you for reading all this,
I would love to get some feedback from you, this seems to be a nice and welcoming forum,
M
You may take them as ebbs and flows of spiritual experiences on planet called earth. We on 3D earth are constantly oscillating between choices and states. Nothing is constant and there are always opposite forces working on changing the original states. That is the the beauty of it as we have to keep making choices over and over again. But nothing is permanently blissful or beautiful or we would just stick with that one state and never grow farther and push the envelop...