10-30-2010, 03:30 PM
Another extremely vivid dream...they've been getting really intense lately.
I dreamed I met a girl. I think it was the same girl that was in the last dream I posted, when I was a ninja. But this time, instead of just feeling attraction to her, I fell completely in love with her. Everything about her was so perfect. I didn't care that we were both girls. It was like we completed each other. We started holding hands, then she told me she loved me. I told her I loved her too, but I didn't want to leave my husband, and she said she didn't want to leave her boyfriend. We started talking about how it would be if we could all just live together as one big happy family.
I was apparently living at my uncle's house, or at least sleeping there, in his basement. I thought the girl was upstairs, so I went up to see her. They must have had about 20 stories to their house because I just kept going up and up and up. As I got near her room I overheard this voice muttering about how it wasn't easy creating such an elaborate construct that would be able to appeal to all my biases and earn my trust, but it would be worth it if it would lure me in. I realized they were talking about the girl, saying she was a thought form, or a robot or something. I refused to believe this. No construct could show such a depth of emotion.
I went into the room she was sleeping in and saw her lying under the covers. I climbed up in the bed and she sat up and suddenly it wasn't the girl at all...it was a creepy-looking guy. His eyes were all sunk in like he was really sick, or he hadn't slept in a decade. He grabbed my by the wrists and told me I should stay and sleep with him instead. His wording was unusual...too formalized and pronounced strangely. I felt this tug at my will that made my knees want to give way and I realized he was trying to cast a spell on me with his words. I jerked away from him and yelled "NO! GET AWAY FROM ME!" and I ran out of the room.
I ran back downstairs and he followed me, and he brought my uncle and his wife with him. Apparently he made up some story about me to tell them, saying I'd thrown myself at him. My uncle's wife got all mad at me, but then I explained what really happened and she got angry at the guy and told him to leave.
When I woke up I still felt the emotional impact. I felt like my emotions had been screwed with on a massive level. I still can't forget that girl, and what that voice said about her. Something inside of me says that she was so real, more real than reality, and there is no way she was a robot. Still, since it was all a dream, I don't know how literal I should take it.
I dreamed I met a girl. I think it was the same girl that was in the last dream I posted, when I was a ninja. But this time, instead of just feeling attraction to her, I fell completely in love with her. Everything about her was so perfect. I didn't care that we were both girls. It was like we completed each other. We started holding hands, then she told me she loved me. I told her I loved her too, but I didn't want to leave my husband, and she said she didn't want to leave her boyfriend. We started talking about how it would be if we could all just live together as one big happy family.
I was apparently living at my uncle's house, or at least sleeping there, in his basement. I thought the girl was upstairs, so I went up to see her. They must have had about 20 stories to their house because I just kept going up and up and up. As I got near her room I overheard this voice muttering about how it wasn't easy creating such an elaborate construct that would be able to appeal to all my biases and earn my trust, but it would be worth it if it would lure me in. I realized they were talking about the girl, saying she was a thought form, or a robot or something. I refused to believe this. No construct could show such a depth of emotion.
I went into the room she was sleeping in and saw her lying under the covers. I climbed up in the bed and she sat up and suddenly it wasn't the girl at all...it was a creepy-looking guy. His eyes were all sunk in like he was really sick, or he hadn't slept in a decade. He grabbed my by the wrists and told me I should stay and sleep with him instead. His wording was unusual...too formalized and pronounced strangely. I felt this tug at my will that made my knees want to give way and I realized he was trying to cast a spell on me with his words. I jerked away from him and yelled "NO! GET AWAY FROM ME!" and I ran out of the room.
I ran back downstairs and he followed me, and he brought my uncle and his wife with him. Apparently he made up some story about me to tell them, saying I'd thrown myself at him. My uncle's wife got all mad at me, but then I explained what really happened and she got angry at the guy and told him to leave.
When I woke up I still felt the emotional impact. I felt like my emotions had been screwed with on a massive level. I still can't forget that girl, and what that voice said about her. Something inside of me says that she was so real, more real than reality, and there is no way she was a robot. Still, since it was all a dream, I don't know how literal I should take it.