03-05-2017, 10:53 PM
Meaning, how much of it is us having to actively seek a certain vibration, vs the vibration that we truly want already being there, and it calls to us repeatedly and over and over.
Because sometimes it seems like a certain desired vibration is so strong that I cannot resist it any longer, and I enter the temporarily blissful state of being Harmonized with myself. In these instances I often have been resisting the positive vibration for a long period of time, and instead of redirecting myself to a negative state, it actually just ends up making the vibration's calling stronger and stronger, like the itch that gets stronger neverendingly until you scratch it.
But then sometimes I just lie curled up in bed for hours with no energy, not lack of energy, just in a neutral state in which I desire so much for a higher state of joy, but there seem to be no higher states of joy calling me to them.
What gives? Why is it that only sometimes the higher states of joy insistently knock on my brain-door until I get up and answer, and other times I pine for that irritatingly persistent visitor that is Love, to no avail?
Because sometimes it seems like a certain desired vibration is so strong that I cannot resist it any longer, and I enter the temporarily blissful state of being Harmonized with myself. In these instances I often have been resisting the positive vibration for a long period of time, and instead of redirecting myself to a negative state, it actually just ends up making the vibration's calling stronger and stronger, like the itch that gets stronger neverendingly until you scratch it.
But then sometimes I just lie curled up in bed for hours with no energy, not lack of energy, just in a neutral state in which I desire so much for a higher state of joy, but there seem to be no higher states of joy calling me to them.
What gives? Why is it that only sometimes the higher states of joy insistently knock on my brain-door until I get up and answer, and other times I pine for that irritatingly persistent visitor that is Love, to no avail?