03-09-2017, 08:37 AM
This is bad, I was born with massive compassion, wisdom and all kinds of unusual positive traits. Somehow I went into denial early on. And all the bad choices that come with being in that state. After a massive heart awaking, everything fell into place but I realised I had built up negative karma, and a year later I fell hard, its like I lost my positivity. If this assessment is correct, then it means I'm f***ed. Somehow got tangled with STS vibrations. It started when I was a little kid, I remember the negative presence and sense of terror. A soulmate attempted to save me, but I messed it up which has really bad net karmic results, to the point I can barely breathe with self rejection. Before I read any of this Ra material, I had a vision of me slipping below some 50/50 threshold, and the signs said this is bad, it involves something about a long path.
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