Being a spirit guide

[AnthroHeart]

You may already be acting as spirit guide  for others who are incarnated.

Your energy on the forum always lightens things. So much openness, transparency and qualities I actually don't have words for. You are here serving in a capacity most could not.  I'd bet money your immediate higherself is also doing this in spiritfor others  without you knowing. I imagine your self as spirit is guiding already.

Thank you. That could very well be true. I've noticed myself becoming wiser and more patient as of late. I ask my spirit guide ways I can improve, and don't get much response, so I think I am on track.

I am glad I lighten things. Sometimes I think I am too eager for attention. But I don't realize it when I post.

I do realize though I am not here to seek out a romantic relationship with anyone. That path never works out for me. As the guide I may be that would probably distract me.

I used to give my guide no attention, and lost contact for years. But I've made it up like this very week.

Ra, angels, and my guide, and my higher self each seem to have unique purpose in my life.

I incarnated to help me understand patience, and to anchor in a great deal of light. Patience because much of the time people don't get back to me, usually by email or through Telegram chat. But all the people I know on Telegram are furries. And they can have a lot of drama. The ones who I tried to love and reach out to romantically never write me of their own accord. And when I write them, they seldom respond.

It's not very satisfying, so I changed the wallpaper to something a bit more ethereal on my desktop. It was furry anthros before, but I had it as that for long enough.

I guess Ra could appear as any form they wished. Form isn't supposed to be that important in terms of spirituality. But it's like the main thing when I think of my guide.

Being fat doesn't bother me. I just don't like my face very much.