03-15-2017, 04:24 AM
(03-14-2017, 09:23 PM)Diana Wrote: This would depend entirely upon why someone is here at all. Personally, I don't seek validation or even community, usually, though it can be nice to discover that in a thread here.
I feel a major problem with much of humanity is expectations.
Funnily my motivation is quite contrary
Bring4th is, in a way, like a (long lost) family to me.
This is probably for two reasons, First reason being i felt like having a real family before, on a spiritual level.
Second reason and much more important, i believe many if not Most here are a part of the Ra Social Memory Complex.
This would mean, and on a Level it exactly feels like this, that in truth, we ARE a family, a family connected in a manner that is completely ungraspable for our "earthly" consciousness, but i still "feel" it, and i guess many here do!
So, on one hand, im actively seeking community with the members here.
A side note, apart from all the subjects discussed here, apart from the way it's being discussed, apart from all "content", above all it feels to me as if our "energy of seeking" would be combined or multiplied.
To me it feels like this greatly powers my own seeking!
The other side is, all groups represent family to one, this means that this Community confronts me with every Little fucking issue i had with my family...and those arme quite a few!
This is a big challenge, but also a Great opportunity to heal!
I guess this is the case for many here, if not all...
As for validation:
While this might not be very advanced spiritually, im also seeking (while not consciously) validation.
I usually realize this, when i feel ignored or not being responded to or such.
This is just as it is, and i simply cant help it.
My "own" Family Never did acknowledge what i truly am, this has lead to incredible violation and pain, and this is obviously something thats being stirred up here,butitgives me the chance to heal!
My truth in that case is that i seek validation and the only other Choice would be to cut myself off from it and from myself.
So i just take it as it is, Face it when it arises (it's usually only one ortwice a day, hehe), then there is some suffering, but Little by little i heal!
And as to expectations:
yes, it's better to let go of expectations, much better!
But i am so FULL of expectations,of desires, i could write Books about it.
And i just cant deny it.
So, i am here with my expectations, which often result in Frustration.
Then i just take that stupid frustration and try to realize what it shows about my deeper self.
And i feel this also brings a lots of healing.