What is the most dominant catalyst in your life right now?

[anagogy]

@anagogy: My family makes me take life very much too seriously lately. However in other context I would be just behind you trying to keep my laugh in...with very few success....man misplaced jokes when not hurting anyone are just too damn funny. I got kicked out of class when younger a few times for that lol. Usually paying bills is also my #1 catalyst. I thought you reached a high point before you found a new job where asking you a question almost meant asking Ra themselves. Man it sucks we have to pay bills instead of connecting to intelligent infinity.

Yeah, its easy to connect to the divine when you don't have to deal with the catalyst of modern day life. The real test is: can you still do it even when you are in the midst of such chaos? Same goes for monks in a monastery. Are they super spiritual and connected to the divine? Probably. But that is because they don't have to deal with the chaos most people do on a day to day basis. Now, of course, that's isn't to absolve us of finding our alignment no matter what our circumstances, but it is definitely something to think about when we look at someone who seems to have poor contact with infinite intelligence. It made me realize that you can't compare one persons connection to the infinite with another persons, because every single circumstance is unique. Truly, everything and everyone contains all aspects of the creator from DENSE to FINE.