03-22-2017, 04:51 AM
I also been in so dark places that there was no expressions anymore. There was just a paralysis. It was diagnosed as complex PTSD. And I think that most of us have been through traumas which would result in post traumatic stress syndrome.
Yesterday I had a minor relapse of it. And I had to sit with myself for a while, patiently, and just comfort myself like one would do with a child. And indeed the child that I've been during these experiences never was comforted and is still crying inside. It is still heart broken and alone. But yesterday it wasn't. And what happened after this is that I felt even more compassion, understanding, patience and humility for others than ever before.
You are not alone!! And I think that it's so great that you find strength to share your experiences with us here. It is a step that brings you closer to your heart and honesty with yourself so you can see more clearly how you really feel. And that's a true courting of a bride, in archetypical sense.
Lots of hugs and love to you
Yesterday I had a minor relapse of it. And I had to sit with myself for a while, patiently, and just comfort myself like one would do with a child. And indeed the child that I've been during these experiences never was comforted and is still crying inside. It is still heart broken and alone. But yesterday it wasn't. And what happened after this is that I felt even more compassion, understanding, patience and humility for others than ever before.
You are not alone!! And I think that it's so great that you find strength to share your experiences with us here. It is a step that brings you closer to your heart and honesty with yourself so you can see more clearly how you really feel. And that's a true courting of a bride, in archetypical sense.
Lots of hugs and love to you
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