I am in hell

[Minyatur]

Also am extremely confused and feel helpless, and some significant anger at the extent of my confusion. How are other people just walking around doing things? How are they not also extremely confused?

I think in its fundamental essence beingness simply is, so there's a natural aspect to just experience which is what allows us to be here and now, or rather have gotten here and now as both us and others and what's both.

You and others are one so it's really always about the configuration you are within. Through x,y,z experiences you become this way and confused and through a,b,c experiences you're just as clueless but not worrying about it much.

To me existence is somewhat like a dream, so everyone is much like in their own dream buddle with their own perception of what life is. Just like you can be in a dream and it just feels real and that's your reality and your inter-personal problems are actual problems and definitive truth and then somehow you wake up to be here in another reality and just feel like what you feel here is the truth and the other thing wasn't and you switch to the conditions of being here and the truth of it.