I am in hell

[sjel]

You and others are one so it's really always about the configuration you are within. Through x,y,z experiences you become this way and confused and through a,b,c experiences you're just as clueless but not worrying about it much.

To me existence is somewhat like a dream, so everyone is much like in their own dream buddle with their own perception of what life is. Just like you can be in a dream and it just feels real and that's your reality and your inter-personal problems are actual problems and definitive truth and then somehow you wake up to be here in another reality and just feel like what you feel here is the truth and the other thing wasn't and you switch to the conditions of being here and the truth of it.

so essentially, for me to experience confusion, it is necessary for me to perceive others as not confused?

here's how that makes me feel: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0JwSN0ip9mc