Being institutionalized.

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C A - I feel very hopeful for you from your reply! - you're 'just' 24 - and have many interests and haven't actually directly looked into an agency (so haven't been rejected from one)

there's some really good advice in the replies....

personally - a couple of things come to mind

- "You’re not a kid anymore. You have the right to choose your own life. You can start again."

when I've been reading your prolific (at times!) posts to b4 my impression of you is:

incredibly good with language

very intelligent

very caring

passionate/enthusiastic

you have stamina - persistence - capable of complex reasoning and analysis

- without further info - I feel it's time to get away from your mother.... but I may be wrong....

do you have a daily routine/schedule? that can be very structuring, comforting and increase your focus self respect and respect of other towards you

remember " we teach others how to treat us by what we allow"

exercise - even a slow relaxing walk..

development of your self esteem

(join some groups)

you will have an amazingly bright interesting future

it's time for you to seek external assistance


small steps.. don't try to do it all at once

have you a resume?

volunteer work could be a great foot in the door


have you ever had careers counselling?

you're far too talented and mentally quick to be at home twiddling your thumbs