03-29-2017, 04:40 PM
@sjel I think you expressed well the importance of faith, through talking about the effect of fear which is it's opposite. From my experience with someone who is depressed, the fear to not be able to change is the greatest barrier, the fear to not be able to achieve, because that prevents you from even trying. I saw my ex f*** up her entire school program of what she really really really really wanted to do for a living and was passionate about (though she now did something different and succeeded at it!) because of fearing to fail. She had a chemistry test and I was there to help her study for it and her sole barrier at that moment was fear. I was literally getting everything she wouldn't get by resolving her exercises for her to then try to explain how to do that, I was there for her, trying to help her get what she wouldn't get, but she was completely unable to focus on anything, all she felt was paranoia about what people would think of her once she fails, how her friends there would find her lame, and she ended up on the floor screaming she can't go to her exam rather than attempt with my help at studying for it when she had much time to put on that but was unable to, and then she couldn't face her classmates anymore because of not having went and ended up never going to a single class to that school again. She's definitely not stupid, quite the opposite, and she definitely had all the potential to succeed, but her fears were more dominant.
It seems to me that what it often boils down to is that orange ray issues makes of your own self what is not your own friend. What does it do to not be your own friend? You place judgment on yourself, you place barriers on yourself, you weight yourself down, you discourage yourself, you don't believe in yourself and you basicly wait to see your own failure because that is what you expect of yourself to be like "Ha! I saw that coming, knew I was worthless, smh". And an important point I think is that you literally use others to place judgment of yourself on yourself, it's never so much about others because if you were acceptant of yourself it'd matter much less than another is not, it isn't even realistic to wish to please everyone so it's much more healthy to first please yourself.
Disempowering thought are powerful and disempowering thoughts right before sleep are even more powerful because you're in a meditative state talking s*** about your own self and rooting it right at the bottom of your subconcious for it to trigger everywhen in your daily life. Your essence is potential and not non-potential, so always focus on potential and set that as a direction and things will move toward the better.
It seems to me that what it often boils down to is that orange ray issues makes of your own self what is not your own friend. What does it do to not be your own friend? You place judgment on yourself, you place barriers on yourself, you weight yourself down, you discourage yourself, you don't believe in yourself and you basicly wait to see your own failure because that is what you expect of yourself to be like "Ha! I saw that coming, knew I was worthless, smh". And an important point I think is that you literally use others to place judgment of yourself on yourself, it's never so much about others because if you were acceptant of yourself it'd matter much less than another is not, it isn't even realistic to wish to please everyone so it's much more healthy to first please yourself.
Disempowering thought are powerful and disempowering thoughts right before sleep are even more powerful because you're in a meditative state talking s*** about your own self and rooting it right at the bottom of your subconcious for it to trigger everywhen in your daily life. Your essence is potential and not non-potential, so always focus on potential and set that as a direction and things will move toward the better.