04-02-2017, 06:14 PM
My schizophrenia makes me sometimes think when seeing bad things happening that it's all my fault. Because of the "we create our own reality" thing.
It's hard to reason that it's "fake" when I'm in the throws of anxiety and bipolar.
Many times I had thought I had died and was in heaven and was going to hug someone and it really put them off.
I even cried and hugged someone who looked like Jesus to me in the mental hospital. I've been to like 4 of them.
Even tv static freaks me out sometimes. So do blank white billboards in dreams because I think there's some hidden message in them.
It's hard to reason that it's "fake" when I'm in the throws of anxiety and bipolar.
Many times I had thought I had died and was in heaven and was going to hug someone and it really put them off.
I even cried and hugged someone who looked like Jesus to me in the mental hospital. I've been to like 4 of them.
Even tv static freaks me out sometimes. So do blank white billboards in dreams because I think there's some hidden message in them.